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11:57 am
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loooong weekend
I'm so glad the weekend is over. It was pretty fun but carzy stuff that I hope for the better. Friday was an alright day. I helped Rachael make jello shots then hungout with Ryan. We didn't fight and it was a good night. Saturday, worked was so boring! But I managed to get out early because I'm good like that. We had our family BBQ at the grandpants house that day. My Uncle Pat, his wife and twin boys come into town. The boys are so cute! Still shy around everyone but they warmed up to me. WIthin 45 mins of mostly everyone being there, my mom and grandma had to take my Papa to the hospital. He's been sick for a long time but he wanted to stay at the party and go when everyone left. He is so stuborn but I still love him. Everyone thinks this is it for Papa. And it makes me so mad. I just don't understand why people can't enjoy the time we have with him right now. I know I am and when the time comes for him to leave us, then it comes. THe Lord is so not ready for Papa Bear. He is too stubborn and he'll just want to send him right back to us. lol. I love my Papa Bear. Sunday was Rachaels 4th of JUly party. It was fun but Ryan and I left early. I wasn't feeling good and very tired. And what sucked was I had to work the next day at 5:30 am. Mon, work was slow again. ANd of course I got to leave early. My mom, brother and I went to visit Papa at the hospital. He was sleeping but he woke up for about 5 mins just to talk to us. JUst like the old days, anytime we would go see Papa, he would be sleeping in his chair. It was kinda funny lol. Afterwords went to Ryan's and got into a argument. He threw some words in my face that was uncalled for and made me really mad. If it were true, then I wouldn't be so mad but since there not, yea you can say I was pretty mad. So I left and went to cousin Jen and Dereks. Wonda (Jen's mom) and I talked till Derek and Jen come home. Then Jen and I went shopping and I bought MLS (soccer) fruit snacks! I was so excited to see them. But no Landon Donovan. That sucked. Then Ryan had a family BBQ and we went swimming. We played football in the pool and it was the family vs. the non family. And of course us non family members won. It was really fun though. But Ryan wouldn't pass me the ball. Ball hog! Other then that, it turned out to be a good day. Now I have today of but picked up a shit at 13 and Harper so I can be lazy till I have to work tonight then hanging out with the bf. Love you all
Current Mood:  hopeful
Current Music: Think of Me
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02:19 pm
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Last two days were bad. I can't find the money that I made yesterday so I'm very mad about that. The only good thing about work today is this couple that I waited on and the nice things they said to me. They asked me about school and what I'm going for and they told me whatever I do, they have faith in me and believe that I will be very successful. A customer said that to me! They made my day and left me a good tip. We need more people like that in this world. The whole fight between Ryan and I, don't understand nor why that even happened. I think I may have an idea but I can careless anymore. I was talking to Deidre about it and she made me feel better. I love Deidre, she's my buddy. I'm so bored with everything and I'm just not happy anymore. I don't know what I want to do. I'm hoping when I go to Virginia, everything will be fine when I come home. I used to be this happy Toner but now, I just don't care anymore. I feel like I don't care about anything and I have no feelings. The last time I felt like that is when James was around. After that whole thing between us happened, I was back to my old self again. I just want to get away from everyone and be by myself far away. I want to miss people but I don't. When Rachael went away to visit Lindsey and was only gone for week an half, I missed her because I wasn't with her everyday like we used to be. I miss Lindsey all the time and can't wait to see her sunday! I know what I have to do, but I don't want to do it. I guess I'm not to sure but right now, I feel like it's a good idea.
I started to think about when my brother Jason get's married. This means he will no longer live at home anymore. I can deal with the fact he is 11 hrs away at school but he will be gone for good. It hasn't hit me yet but once all his stuff is gone for good, I don't know what I will do. Anytime he would come home from school, we get excited to see each other. I love having him home. Makes me sad to think he'll be gone for good. Don't know anymore...
done for now...
Current Mood:  numb
Current Music: Break Away
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10:41 pm
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Dunno
Today at work kinda sucked. It was kinda slow but I had fun with Chantel again. We got to work in the Patio together. My first table was these two guys. The one guy got hoed by his friends for a trip they were suppose to go one today. So I felt bad and gave him a free pop. The other guy was so funny. Tall and skinny with glass. He was making fun of his friend and I haven't laughed that hard in a while. They told me I was a good waitress and I made them feel better about there day. They also left me a good tip too! Yay for me. Kyle (our cook) got into a fight with Amanda (cashier) and went off about how he doesn't really like anyone. Jenny B asked him who was his favorite and he said it was me. I looked at him like..ummm you must be crazy! But that was pretty cool. I'm someones favorite. Yay for me. Stopped over at Rachaels today. Just to say Hi and get some stuff. Yesterday she was in an accitdent and when Ronnie left me that voice message, I was so scared! I thought something bad happen but in the end they were okay. I'm glad too. And today end's with Ryan and I fighting. Dunno...
I'm upset about something but I just don't know how to tell anyone because I don't know how to feel about it. It makes me sad, but I try to look on the bright side of it all. Only the Lord with know. I just hope not anytime soon. Luv ya all...
Current Mood:  worried
Current Music: a moment like this...
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02:08 pm
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long morning
As much as I hate getting up at 5:30 am, it's all worth it since I made kick ass money!! That's the only exciting thing about working at 5:30 am. Though this morning was pretty slow. Steve and I normally get slammed with people but not today. I did get a party of 22 pple and it wasn't too bad. One girl thought she was a Diva and man o man I would of loved to hit the b*tch in the face. Hee hee. And Pam needs to lay of my boobs! I swear everyday she has to play with them or hit my ass as hard as she can. We all think she is a guy trapped in a females body for the way she acts. But I still luv her though. Last night I only got about two hours of sleep. Keep having bad dreams again. This time my nephew Seth died and it was Ryan's fault. lol Glad it never happen. Then I woke up started to talk to Ryan online and yelled at him cuz I was pissed at him in the dream. lol I thought it was some what funny when I finally realized this morning what happen. He forgave me like he always does since he knows I have crazy dreams. That's why I luv the kid, he put's up with my BS and still wants to be with me. But then again, I put up with his BS too. Goes both ways.
Tonight is the fireworks and I really want to go. I decided that I want to but not sure yet. Kinda up to Ryan in some what of a way. But hopefully We will go and do something fun if we don't go to fireworks. I keep thinking about Virginia and I can't wait to go. We got a new picture of Seth the other day. He is so damn cute! He's big boy just like my brother. He's a Toner at heart but gonna talk like Sarah-Mae, southern accent. LoL..but he is too cute. Well gonna be lazy till I figure out what I'm doing tonight.
luv you all!
Current Mood:  awake
Current Music: Footloose...since it was the last song i heard
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04:33 pm
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Heeyyyyyyyy!!!
Ha ha journals are funny!! So yea wow things are going crazy around here! good news for me..i'm going to Virginia Augs.2-6 to visit my nephew! I can't wait. I miss my little buddy. SO I told Ryan about my trip thinking he would be so excited for me and when he found out when I was going, he got mad. Since Augs. 6 is his birthday, he thought I would miss it. Oh yea do you really think I would do that? NO! I come home in the morning. So instead of letting my finish telling him what was going on, he ignored me and asumed righ away. Boys you need to listen before you open your mouth!! So very excting news about that. I can get away from everyone and enjoy myeself. Other then that, things just don't feel the same anymore. I don't feel like I"m the same old Ryanne anymore. I let the thought of Ryan cheating on me get to my head and screwed some things up. I was playing "Spy" and find some things and well yea..I was soooo wrong. lol but hey a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do. I"ve been hurt so much that it's hard for me to trust. But I guess we're doing good and all that fun stuff. Maybe Virginia well make things better since we'll be away from each other for five days. Then I'll come home on his birthday and have a fun day. :) shmily
So work sucks like always. But what would I do if I didn't have Chantel by myside? Yea I don't think we can work with each other anymore. We are trouble makers and yet we have so much fun! Well off running then making dinner for Ryan and I even though Ryan is going to school for cooking and yet I'm the one cooking....
luv you all!!
Current Mood:  energetic
Current Music: Inside your Heaven
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03:49 pm
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back
school sucks and is over rated as mel would say. i'm mad that i took thurs. night classes because i'm gonna miss The O.C. and have to rush home to watch E.R. lol that sucks. Things have been so busy around here between work everyday and school. But it will work out in the end when I'm making lots and lots of money!!
Things are going pretty good lately. i can't wait for March 14 since it's my last week of school and March 15 is my birthday!! but i have an accouting final on my birthday and that sucks monkey balls!! o well i'll be done so it okay by me. off to school.
luv you all
Current Mood:  loved
Current Music: when you kiss me
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09:02 pm
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hee hee
i went shopping again today...i bought ryan two more things for christmas. i can't help it! lol.. yesterday we kinda got into it about stuff. sometimes i feel like when i tell him things, it goes through one ear and out the other. but then again, most guys are like that. i just wanted him to come over for once instead of me always at his house and watch the nick and jessica christmas special. that didn't happen. i even told him on suday that this week was going to be pretty crazy and that we might not be able to hang out till this weekend. he tells me to fit him in. so what do i do? fit him in and i get blown off. since he's not feeling swell, i decided to make him so soup tonight, get him some drugs and a cute stuff dog hoping it will make him feel better. even though im up set with him and bothered, i will still take care of him. or anyone for that matter. the cooks at work tues. asked me when i was going to break up with ryan so they can have a chance with me. i told them never and they said he better treat me as good as i treat him. he does but, i dunno. sometimes i feel like, if he doesn't care why the hell should i..right? it seems like i can never win. well, since the OC is over,now it's time to go to cousin jen's to watch ER since i blew her off two weeks ago. love you all
Current Mood:  annoyed
Current Music: it can't rain all the time
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08:04 pm
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my god it's been forever!
i can't even remember when the last time i wrote in here! I just have to say i am so proud of myself. i've been doing to so good in school this year. ever since i got out of macomb and gone to baker, i've been so happy and doing a lot better. even though at times it get's really hard, i have so much support from people. my cousin amy would make me lunch every day in between classes since she lives two streets away, ryan makes sure i get my shit done and my speeches, chris always checks up on me and make sure i also get my shit done. i guess when you have the support of people, you want to do good because you feel like if you don't, not only did you let yourself down but you let them as well. and i don't want to do that.
Work kicked my ass last week! i opened almost every day besides two days. i was up at 5:30 every morning and man, i'm feeling it now. i also have been living off of coffee for past week. but i do love my coffee! work was fun though last week. i made so good ass money, though i spent it on my brother and ryan for christmas, i worked with fun people instead of bitches and my fav. cashier jenny worked with me every day. we had fun just sitting on our ass and doing nothing. couldn't ask for more.
this friday for once, i'm going out with Mucha! i am excited since i never go out anymore because i am a bum. i figure why the hell not! ryan hangs out with the guys, i need to hang out with the girls again. i miss doing that. hopefully christmas break will be awesome because smiley, kali and all of them will be home and it will be fun again. i mean i love hanging out with ryan and i have so much fun with him, but there are times when i just need a girls night like we did 11th grade at my house when my parents were gone. man that was a fun night. the girls tought me how to give head to a liqure bottle and connie with her famous line "come on guys, one more time that's it i promise!" even though we cut her off she still found away to finish the bottle. thoughs were the good old days that i miss so much.
well now im trying to fninsh my speech and then im gonna go for a drive and then bring my stinky (ryan) so hot chocolate because im such a good girlfriend and i love to spoile him :)
luv you all!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: i want a hippopotamus for christmas
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05:35 pm
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this is cute
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05:27 pm
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im back!!
it's been forever since i updated this bitch. nothing but working for me. i finally had a day off yesterday in a week and i have tomorrow off. i don't know what im going to do. im not used to this. maybe i'll sleep in but probably not. things with ryan and i are going great i do have to say. he is so cute.. hee hee. i haven't been this happy in a long ass time. but i do miss rachael though. i miss being lazy with her and watching freddy movies all day long. it's true, i do over work but i need money so bad. and only a month til chicago!!! rachael and i are staying with my cousin brianna who i haven't seen in a year. best part is seeing Landon Donovan ..sigh... too excited!! well that's all for now!
Current Mood:  busy
Current Music: this ones for the girls
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09:38 pm
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steve's da man
I feel bad for not going to brians house last night but by the time people went out there, it was too late. But it's all good. Sorry "B" and just wanted to say, Steve Yester, you are da shit! I luv ya kid to death.. and i hope you find someone who deserves and will love you and wont break your heart... heart ya buddy!!
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: a little help from my friends
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11:47 pm
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ooh ohh.... bored can't ya tell!!
I Want: to be happy
I Have: a boyfriend... there's a first!
I Love: my goddaughter Elly
Last Time You... yeah ok... lol
Smiled: talking to ryan about 5 mins ago
Laughed: today at work.. kyle can't sing poor kid
Cried: when eddie died last nov.
Bought Something Significant: yesterday
Danced: today at work with Mel Mel
Were Sarcastic: everyday.... i'm mean right Ryan
Kissed Someone: friday night
Hugged Someone: today
Talked To An Ex: don't have on of those
Had A Nightmare: a week ago
Last Book You Read/Are Reading: the third harry potter that a girl at work is making me read...
Last Movie You Saw On The Big Screen: van something i don't remember but it was good lol
Last Phone Number You Called: christian
Last Show You Watched On TV: roseann
Last Song You Heard: avril- don't tell me (ooh ohh lol)
Last Thing You Had To Drink: water
Last Thing You Ate: red apple
Do You...
Have A Crush? yes.... ;-)
Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend? yes hee hee
Have A Dream That Keeps Coming Back? yes sad to say
Remember Your First Love? yes James loser
Still Love HIM/HER? hell no!!
Read The Newspaper? yes i do!!! :)
Believe In miracles? yes i do, his name is Ryan
Believe It's Possible To Remain Faithful Forever? yes..always and forever
Like The Taste Of Alcohol? depends on what it is
Believe In God? yes
Have Any Secrets? yes
Any Pets? a dog but he died last year
Have A Best Friend? Brian "Mr. Kimble"
Have Bad Habits? yes
Care About Looks? nope
Trust Others Easily? can't say that I can though Ryan proved me wrong
Take Walks In The Rain? i like to play in the rain
LAST PERSON WHO...
*Saw you cry: cousin steve
*Made you cry: eddie's death
*Spent the night with you: no one
*You shared a drink with: kim and rachael
*You went to the movies with: Ryan
*You went to the mall with: Kim
*Yelled at you: no one
HAVE YOU EVER...
*Said "I Love You" and meant it: yeah to my family and friends
*Gotten in a fight with your pet: my dog was pretty stupid
*Danced naked: nope can't say that i have or may be i was too drunk to know lol j/k Ryan
*Dreamed something really crazy and then it happend: nope
*Wish you were the opposite sex: hell no
*Had an imaginary friend: nope never had one
RANDOM
*Red or blue: blue
*Spring or Fall: spring
*Are you bored: kinda
*Last noise you heard: a bang on my door
*Last time you went out of the state: last year
things you like in a guy: funny, can handle me lol, respectful and can be himself with me
*Worst feeling in the world: being alone... 19 yrs suck
*What is the first thing you think when you wake up: i have to pee
*How many rings before you answer: 2
*Future daughter's name:Elly-Mae, Dakota
*Future son's name: Christian, Donovan
*If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: very successful business women or being a manager for the men's us national soccer team... ooh baby landon donovan!
*Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: ambidextrous
*What's under your bed: blankets
EXTRA STUFF
*Do you do drugs: tried one
*Do you drink: once in a great while
*What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: not sure
*What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirt and boxers or pants
*Who is the last person who called you: christian
*Where do you want to get married: outside some where nice
*Favorite number: 8
*Are you timely or always late: early
*Do you have a job: yes
*Do you like being around people: only the one's who make me happy... ryan
*Best feeling in the world: having someone to care for and them caring for you also when they tell you that your beautiful and really mean it :)
*Are you for world peace:of course
STUFF
*Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yes
*Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope
*Want someone you don't have right now: no
*Are you lonely right now: nope
*Ever afraid you'll never get married: sometimes
*Do you want to get married: yes
*Do you want kids: yes
FAVORITE
*Room in house: my room
*Type(s) of music: lots of stuff
*Day of the week: umm weekends
*Color: blue
*Perfume or cologne:cool water/ polo sport
*Month: March or May
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
*Cried: no
*Bought something: cds, book, make-up
*Gotten sick:yes
*Said "I Love You": yes tio my daddy
*Wanted to tell someone you loved them:not really lol
*Met someone new: yeah
*Missed someone: of course
*Hugged someone: yes
*Had alot of sleep: nope
Current Mood:  weird
Current Music: don't tell me
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04:31 pm
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Ramble
I've been feeling sick lately so I went to the doc's yesterday. Of course there's nothing wrong but I need to slow down and take time for myself and not try to do everything at once. True but hey, I need to get shit done. That's what I've got to say about that. For only getting 5 hours of sleep last night, I'm wide awake. I did all my running around for Chris and wasn't that fun! All I have to say about Chris, he should make sure he has the right address before he sends me out to drop stuff off at Anconna's house. He give's me an address so I went down the street since I know where it is. I'm looking for ten minutes for the damn house and it's not there. So I called him up and he think's I wasn't listening to him when he told me the address. Dumb shit gave me the wrong one so I almost felt like an ass when I was about to walk up to these old people. Dork!! But now I'm so bored. Thank god my cousin have baseball tonight. I don't know what I would do fi they didn't have a game since Kim is probably at work and Rachael is doint stuff for school. I hate not having something to do. I hate just sitting on my ass. So boring. I always have to do something. I'm weird. It also sucks not having my brother's home. I'm used to having someone home but when your parents are driving you crazy and you don't have any siblings home, it sucks monkey balls! I went and visited my cousin steve yesterday at work. I miss him so much. I met his girlfriend and she seems pretty cool. I didn't really get the chance to talk to her. I asked her if she met Jen yet, steve's older sister. I did scare her though. I told her to watch out for Jen cuz that's her baby brother she is dating and she is very protective over him. So she called up steve 20 mins after she left work and was all worried about Jen and scared. Steve and I thought it was funny. Once Jen doesn't like someone, that's it. She'll probably most likely never like them. She don't take shit from no one. But she does like Ryan though. Amy, Jen and Laura think Ryan and I are "cute" together. Whatever, that's all I have to say about that. Their funny. Off to the baseball game. Hopefully Dezire's team wins tonight since Kevin lost last week. Luv you all!
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Starting Over Again - Reba McEntire
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10:41 pm
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POOPED!
I just got home from my soccer game not too long ago. Man o man I'm pooped! We tied 12-12 and I almost had a goal but it bounced back out of the net. It was an awesome shot... a little upset about that one. Nate gave me an awesome shot but my dumb butt missed the net. I'm not that great when it comes to shooting with the left foot. Passing, I can do but not shooting. Than I had a break away and Nate come up from behind me and took the ball away! What a b*tch he is! He is lucky he looks like Landon Donovan or I would have done something about that. Well, not really but hey I can talk sh*t. Yea I have to cut back on my swearing. I guess you can say ever since I"ve been talking to this guy, I've gotten such a potty mouth. LOL just kiddin Ryan!!! For some reason he thinks he is a bad influence on me but I don't think so lol. He is such a great guy. Finally found someone who like's me for me and respect what I believe and can put up with my bull sh*t. I'll admit, I'm mean to the poor guy and I don't understand how he can put up with it. Well, it's "playfull" mean but for thoughs who know me, lol you know what I mean. I haven't had this much fun with someone in a long time. I can be myself and not worry if he think's i'm crazy. Just being able to be myself and show the goofy side of me around him is an awesome feeling. I told Kim last night that I feel bad because I've been hanging out with Ryan a lot and I've always told myself I wasn't going to be one of those girl's who ditch their friends for the boyfriends. The way I look at things is, boyfriends and girlfriends come and go. But friends last forever. I even told Ryan that and he is cool with it. I wouldn't think many guys would understand that but he does. I trust him. It's been almost two years since that whole James thing and also since I've trusted a guy. But you can't assume all guys are going to be that way or play me the way James did. It's all about taking a chance and I'm glad I did. Good night luv ya all!!
Current Mood:  sleepy
Current Music: true to your heart- 98
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04:25 pm
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blah
Very excited.. i might get my car by the end of the week. about damn time. i hate driving my mom's around. blah that's all i have to say about it. I also have a soccer game tonight that i'm happy about. it's only been a week since my last game but i already miss playing. it sucks though because i can only play on keith's team because i spent all my money on the new car. it's all good though, at least i get to play. well i have nothing else to say but shmily! later all!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: with out you - clay and kimberly
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08:28 pm
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I'm back!
what's up everyone. it's been forever since i wrote in here. Bad and exciting news... betsy (my car) is dead. My poor baby is gone and I am lost with out her....tear. Good news, I might be getting a 1998 purple sunfire. I am excited but I wont know for sure til tomorrow.... let's hope so. Thank god that school is over! I hate it so much and I don't think I did very good. Let's just say I'm not a school person. Other than that, life still sucks. Well, except for one thing but I really don't want to get into it. I don't want to get too excited over him because who knows what my happen. Though things are going pretty good now. Well, peace out yo! love you all
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Cruz
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09:55 pm
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hell yea... brittney sucks anways!!!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: dirty - christina
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07:22 pm
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I'm back!!
It's been forever since I've updated. I'm very excited to say I'm going to Chicago in August! The best part about it, I'm going to a MLS (Major League Soccer) game which my man, Landon Donovan is playing against the Chicago Fire!! Yes that's right, I'm only going to Chicago to see Landon Donvan play which he is on San Jose Earthquakes team. I'm dragging Rachael along with me. I promised her we'll go shopping everyday since she has to sit through a soccer game. My next mission is to see if they really tape the show ER in Chicago since the hospital is suppose to be in Chicago. That would be sweet so I can go see the set. I'm a loser I know but this is the first time that I'm going out of state with a friend. It's going to be fun. Now I have to work my ass off at work to save some money, since Chicago is damn expensive.
Once again, I missed an open net at my soccer Thursday. Vince gave me a beautiful pass right in front of the net and dumb ass me missed. Sad, but true. But, my game is slowly coming back since it's been a year playing soccer. I hope I can score one goal in our last three games. That would be nice. I used to score all the time in indoor, not anymore. That's all for now. love you all!
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Just Missed the Train - Kelly Clarkson
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05:02 pm
[Link] | "First of all, I would like to say Fuck off, Fuck off, Fuck off! If you don't get it why don't you go shove your head back up your ass. Don't waste my time I don't need your opinion!" Ever since we got out of high school, people are pissed because I never hang out with them or call them as much. Well, we all went our own ways but yet still talk. To be friends with someone you don't have to talk to them every fuckin second of the gosh darn day! That's what I love about Kathy, Brian, and Rachael. I don't have to call them every funkin day. We'er still friends but we don't have to talk every day! Not only that, a friend of mine, I wont say who, their pissed because I didn't get them something for their birthday nor took them out to dinner. Okay I said yea maybe sunday we will go out if I have the money. Right now, I am broke. Well when sunday came, I didn't have the money so they went with out me. Then she makes a comment, "Fine then, I'm not taking her out for her birthday!" Like I really care. I didn't even want to go out to dinner for my birthday. Yea I went out with my family. You don't have to buy someone something every year for their birthday. I don't care if my friends don't get me anything. Then that same friend makes another comment, "Ryanne is probably always with Mel and her family." Meaning that's why I never hang out with her or call her. The only reason I'm with Mel all the time because I work with her everyday and go to school with her. It's not like she picks up the phone and calls me to hang out and even when she does, she's always going to party and the shit. I'm not a party person. Maybe once in a blue moon I may but other than that, I don't like to. Last time she called me was on my birthday. I'm not pissed that she hasn't called me since. I do understand that people get busy with school and work. Man o man that girl pisses me off. I have enough shit going on right now that I don't need her stupid comments that she makes. THough she probably doesn't know the stuff she says does come back to me. I'm done.
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!
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03:14 pm
[Link] | Things have been pretty crazy lately. Thurs. we lost our soccer game 6-9. Mucha scored with only two seconds left so that was pretty cool. Other than that, Rob is such a baby when it comes to soccer. All he ever does is cry like a little panzy ass mommas boy. ERRR! And of course there wasn't a new ER on so I was pissed about that. I does notice all I ever do is work and school. I don't hang out with my friends much... well anymore I should say. I feel bad but I never have the time nor do I have the time to even call them. I'm such a bad friend, I know. I did get the chance to spend the weekend at my Uncle John and Aunt Jo-Jo's house. That was the most exciting thing I got to do, besides soccer though. Than my grandma asked me when I'm gonna have the time to go out and find myself a boyfriend. It's not like you can just go out, pick a guy and say "hey, your my boyfriend." I dunno why she's bugging me about a boyfriend. People these days... man o man. Well, there is a all new ER on Thurs. so I'm excited about that. About damn time I do have to say. Well, off to hell hole known as school. Luv ya all!
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